I love and miss you very much. Thanks for being with me on this journey - @13witkat @jmon48 @sarahctj
I feel so alone, but it’s not a lonely alone. It’s a surrounded alone, a joyful yet calm alone. I like being alone sometimes, but sometimes I want to be alone with you. The sun shines brightly through your eyes. Your smile is my favorite thing in the world, but it’s hard to see mine. I’ve been to the darkest of places and I’ve come back, wounded, but unbroken. I’ve crafted a better self, partially so I can be yours. This way I don’t have to be alone. Now that I believe in myself, I won’t let you break me. I don’t need you, but I want you and I won’t give up on you. You remind me what “special” is. You give me laughter that threatens to go on and on. We are like puzzle pieces. You’ll see how perfectly we fit together. Then we can be alone together. Then we can be our real selves and forever will make sense.
Never seen anything more beautiful in my life. I am so blessed. Never give up on yourself. I made a lot of changes this summer that made me a better person inside and out. It feels amazing to value my life! (at Santa Monica Pier)
I miss you like crazy, boombox. We’ll jam to Zeppelin the moment I get home